Regrets....

Dont know why, but I cant get some thoughts out of my mind today...

I really regret not being able to talk to my parents about Chris. I wish they knew. I wish I could share this with them. So much of my life, they know nothing about because I have to censor everything.

I regret that they wont be there when I am married.

I regret that I never had the children they wanted me to have. Even if I did, how could they interact with the child given my other truths.

I regret that they view me(what I am) as the source of evil in the universe.

Oh well, as they say, life goes on...